SyrinTranqual

Well it's October 2016. And a lot has happened since I've taken a leave of absence from Deviantart. I should probably start at why I stepped away from this place. I stepped away due to my heart breaking. In more ways than one. I'm not going to go into a "timeline". I'm not capable of remembering the exact dates of when shit hit the fan. Oh the things they don't tell you about mental illness is preposterously enormous. Like the staggering amount of memory gaps and losses. Which I'm not going to go into. I left Deviantart. Because my life was in hell. My mental illness was kicking my ass every morning, day, and night. My Social Phobia/Enochlo

Seriously where is everybody? I've been here for many years. I've had to change accounts but I'm still here. Where are you? I'm lonely. I miss you guys. I know I don't post journal entries often, mainly because I don't have anything positive to say. I know I don't send notes to you, but that doesn't mean I don't want to talk to you, I'm just not good at instigating a conversation. I know I haven't posted any artwork for a long time, I just haven't had any will power to create anything. C'mon guys, somebody respond. Please?

Hello to everybody that has been watching my account here at Deviant Art! Let me start this off by apologizing to you all for the extreme lack of activity. This is do to a few things. The first is that my computer completely crashed on me therefore needed a new Operating system. Thankfully I have an awesome friend who knew a guy and put one on, so now instead of using Windows Vista I have Windows 7 Professional. Has more features than I am used to though. Which is A Okay. Next I have had some financial difficulties, so haven't really had access to the internet at home. That is being taken care of, so I do have internet access at home. And las